1 year 7 months 11 days

18th Oct 2023

4 months. That was how long I was broken and depressed. I didn't know who to reach out to. I didn't tell anyone. I split myself and hide behind my smiles, my laughters. I was healing on my own. Out of the blue, I texted him like a pre-warn to never get married if there are no honesty and loyalty. I had no expectation for him to reply me, but he did. He said "Hi" and "I'm sorry to hear that". He understood the assignment, he didnt need the full details. No why's, what happened or how it happened. I was surprised and I appreciate his gesture. If there is anyone I could protect, he would be first, coz he knows very well when the heart aches it aches like a bitch. I appreciate his presence more than ever. He is someone I could open up fully to and it is the best feeling ever but I know the truth. It is impossible.