1st and last Betrayal.

For a few days after the announcement of him leaving, we conversed a lot. So much topic, mostly of work-related. The news of him leaving for something high up in the skies, was not shared by many. However, a few got wind of it but it didn't came from me, at first. People kept asking, and I kept evading those answers for I had to pretend that we were never close. Somehow, I betrayed him unknowingly, for he is the type who holds our secrets deeply. I did a butter trade for information and since I hide nothing from him, I told him of how I fucked up. My honesty cost me him. Maybe I should have been more careful with what I wished for. I kept asking him to have our first fight. I wanted to know the outcome hence I got what I deserved but it hurts a lot, for this was much more than just a petty fight. Petty would have been those who came to me with stories of him that wasn't true. But I was a fool, I gotten wary and doubt sinked in. I questioned a lot, leading him to think what happened? I shared everything with him, for I trust him with my life but I didn't do the same for him when I was supposed to...

6th July 2022

It was the last we spoke. My gifts were returned, my apologies was rejected and I lost him, forever. I wish I had the time stone to turn it all back. I wish the parting of ways could have been better but mostly I wished...for that one chance only, which was impossible, and only HIM who created me knows what my heart desires...