The "Winter Soldier".

28th June 2022.

Back from the holiday and over the week he seemed to be thinner. I was hoping nothing sickly but just losing it healthily. I got worried and was scaring myself with all the stupid thoughts I was having and with him feeding me abt a scene that happened in "Dr Strange" movie, was going to happen to him, I almost lost it. Not long until another news came up, he was recalled for ICT on 12th-22nd July and will be gone for 2 weeks. It makes no difference for me as I was in isolation with no contact from the outside world...I still won't be able to see him. Bedridden and intoxicated with medicines, I barely manage to stay awake. 

I longed for his wide smile and sparkly eyes for those are the sincerest kind money can't buy.