The "Sorcerer Supreme".

Finally watched "Doctor Strange in the Multiverse of Madness" somehow triggered the irony in everything that has happened. "Are you happy?", was what I used to ask him every single day. His answers was mostly negative. I tried to get love across his path, it didn't work out. I tried to have it easy for him, the entire situation was not helping either. I never asked for affirmation or validation, I did everything out of pure love and sincerity. Be it one-sided, on my end...or so I thought. Deeper and darker, slowly he occupied himself and stopped coming in the 2 portals. I felt it but maybe no one seems to be addressing the elephant in the room. What does he mean by "it's like you wanna love but you can't"? There are coded words in almost everything but I was too scared to identify it. We can never move forward, together, ever...it was impossible or I was daydreaming. I asked for friendship instead, maybe his wingman or perhaps an advisor to understanding women better. Let me rephrase it, women not girls...don't waste my time on girls. Slowly he introduced sinister, after happy and chaos...be it through a movie, a song or in the form of his famous "easter eggs". The cause of it...who is this "Christine Palmer"?