The "Dark" side.

While I thought I did a good deed, it backfired on me. They had another date, without me of course... it became the only date. What went wrong? Never having time or not his "type"? His daily routines are fixed and it may be he does want to lead her on knowing he wouldn't be able to be that "wonderful boyfriend" potentially. I could always feel him, even when he seems okay. It is as if he wants to be happy but deep down he is sad. Perhaps being an empath allows me to feel the unseen but what happens next was...the 1st door out of the 7 to chaos, opened...

Did I pushed him so hard until he had to lay it all on me? I never knew he was this sweet charming person who actually used to wear his heart on his sleeve before he became who he is today. I learned of his pain, that his love to a few was not reciprocated. He was used and manipulated, betrayed and hurt...My heart  bleeds upon hearing this and I realized that he had already shut down. Detached himself from anything and anyone who has the audacity to get near or be close. I remembered his exact words, "expect disappointment so you won't be disappointed". Touchè.